“I had sailed along in life believing I would always be able to rip open a bag of crackers without effort, or tear away the snug cling-wrap sealed around cheese, produce and other perishable items. Not once did it ever occur to me that I would go three rounds trying to remove a lettuce head from its compact cellophane wrapping. “
One night while performing on stage, I was struck with an unexpected epiphany when the rustle of an audience member unwrapping a candy crackled in the stillness. This is a familiar sound to theatre performers and patrons alike. It’s recognized and then dismissed into the commonplace din of many subtle theatrical sounds – but sometimes that particular noise will seem endless. In all my years of hearing that unmistakable sound, I never connected it to the pain and inflammation of arthritis until I was diagnosed.
Years before my own diagnosis, when I thought of the challenge of living with arthritis, I envisioned the more obvious features of the disease – walkers, canes, crutches, braces and wheelchairs. I didn’t understand the impact of arthritis on the smaller joints, and how it much it can change the way we deal with simple daily tasks until I experienced it myself.
One of the liberties I had taken for granted was the use of my hands. It didn’t occur to me that I would have to deal with weak, swollen and painful hands at such a young age. Now admittedly, I have never been the most graceful of creatures – I frequently dropped things due to a natural impatience, but I certainly noticed a marked increase in dropping, gripping and difficulty with opening things after I was diagnosed with RA.
An editor I had the pleasure of working with posed this question: she had bought a wrapped lettuce head from the store and had some difficulty removing the cellophane wrapping from around its plump bulk. If she had this much trouble without arthritis, she wondered how difficult would it be to a person with arthritis? And so, I went out and deliberately bought a wrapped head of lettuce to test this theory and discovered just how difficult it was for me to remove it from its packaging. Here is my guest post for Creaky Joints, where I write about the “simple things” I never anticipated in the midst of RA.